Greetings from Windows 98 from the Stone Age!
Today's Opening: International Kissing Day.(Today!)
I'm not sure whether to be:
a. Excited, because I have someone.
b. Offended, because THERE IS A KISSING DAY!
c. Disappointed, because... Well, my someone is far too far away to kiss.
d. Curious... How did such a holiday come about? Is this just part of the Lolita Effect?
Speaking of Lolita, Gothic Lolita has been playing through my iPod speakers all day. I realised today how COMPLETELY SCARED I am. I've always thought I was pretty brave... Obviously not!
Things I Am Afraid Of:
- Driving. Oh. My. Goodness. Me, the absolute hugest klutz in the English-speaking WORLD, with a large piece of metal at my fingertips?? Someone is going to die. Probably me.
- Sex. Aside from the fact that according to pretty much everyone I know, it means I'll go to hell, I'm worried about being bad at it. Also, isn't it supposed to hurt? Yeah... I'm worried that I'll screw it up. No pun intended.
- Being a Mom. Aww, man, me with kids? That's like... Putting the kids on death row. I couldn't take care of freaking GOLDFISH... How could I do children????
- Losing People. Quite honestly, I have a few people I am dependent on. Usually, five. Those five people have my heart, and I will go to great lengths to defend them.
This leads me to another realisation. I do not need to change who I am for other people.
I am my own person, not an extension of others, and I am allowed, if not encouraged to be different.
Watch out world... You have a major wave of change coming.
Hugs and Kisses!
~disasters.bitch~
P.S.- Do something today that scares you. I wanna hear about it. ;)
"Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgement that something else is more important than fear."
ReplyDelete-Ambrose Redmoon, aka James N. Hollingworth, writer, hippie, and former manager of Quicksilver Messenger Service. Interesting guy.
(And yes, I do encourage you to be different. Don't worry so much about other people... Just be who you are and want to be.)